Self-Indulgent Muffins

2006-02-23T05:00:00.000-08:00

Havent updated in ages that i actually forgot my website url. been mucho busy lately so yeah. its all kinda confusing now but i guess a part of me likes it that way.
its gone silent agian. endless drone of the rumours and finally people move on.
well at least i think they do.
they arent so good with face to face confrontation.
im a myspace addict now! my myspace is quite impressive. really it is. ya'll shd check it out.
xoxo and emo hearts, marly

2006-01-24T04:18:00.000-08:00

I dunno what to write or where to start which is so strange for me
Life has kinda fallen into a mundane little lull.
i want something wild
something raunchy
some sick little twisted game, a new one just to spice it up a little.
im working on it, working on the master scheme.
dont i sound evil? im just spiffy like that.
check out this snazzy llama song:
http://www.albinoblacksheep.com/flash/llama.php

pierre, my caucasian-south african butterfly

2006-01-14T19:27:00.000-08:00

From Left: Wen, Emelie, Sofia, Pierre, me

Pierre and me

Pierre left on friday.
Ugh Im gonna miss him sooooo much!
Its like i just got used 2 him not being in singapore
then he comes back
I spend one day with him
and its gonna take another few months 2 get used 2 him not being arnd singapore again!!!
OOOO I LOVE U PIERRE UR THE AWESOMEST BUTTERFLY IVE EVER KNOWN!
lol.
Oh and wen is awesome too hes my hillbilly sister, bettylou. he puts the red in redneck!
anyway niki is still a ho.
she lied again.
no surprise there.

niki gr. 8, the story of a friend abuser self identified teen drama queen

2006-01-12T19:37:00.000-08:00

"True friends stab you from the front"
Well thats quite amusing.
Cos niki never stabbed us from the front
instead, she chose our backs.
yep, first she inserted that knife straight in hari's back,
then mine,
then kirstin's
then the rest.
I wonder when it will all catch up with her.
I mean surely sooner or later people will see through her shallow game of charades.
Oh and niki babe, my little world is reality.
My little world, is the reality where u actually had the balls 2 admit to me that when we were friends, you bitched about me so you could fit in!
U didnt stand up 4 me, but instead u joined the crowd in calling me names just so you could be one of them!
IS THAT WHAT YOU CALL A FRIEND?
Well then niki i truly hope u find company with "friends" like that, cos then u'd noe what its like 4 us 2 b friends with u.
the complete TORTURE of listening 2 u rant on and on about guys u noe WILL hurt u, the complete MELODRAMA of ur life that really isnt that bad, the complete HOSTILITY from us being honest and looking out for u.
And then u just left us with a feeling of paranoia and distrust after what u did 2 us.
Why dont u make friends with sum1 ur own maturity level? like maybe in kindergarten?
or u could just choose 2 befriend sum ppl in ur own grade. you know, like grade 8s instead of thinking ur too good 4 them cos ur one yr older or cos they arent attractive to u.
deal with it. u r in a grey shirt
u r a gr. 8
we loved u despite whatever it was
but maybe its time u stop abusing all of our trust, calling us ur friends and then turning arnd behind our backs and saying stuff abt us behind our backs eh? and u never tried 2 help me and kirstin get over the whole fight, u just tried 2 tear us apart more by telling both of us lies.
i didnt want to get involved with ur fight with hari, or ur fight with any1 else, but honestly niki, u brought this on urself when u decided 2 trade my trust and my friendship in for 5 seconds of fitting in with people u dont even noe! for a lil popularity, u dissed ur own friend! and u still had the absurdity 2 come 2 me after tt and call me ur friend! u cant play both sides niki, u either play one or u dont at all! i used 2 have respect and a lot of love 4 u, now i just have pity. pity that sooner or later every1 will find u out, pity that when everyone sees how phony and fake u r 2 their faces and hear the nasty things u call them behind their back they wont call u their friend anymore, pity that u may just never change and pity that up till today, after u've lost so many bestfriend, u still cant come 2 terms with ur own phoniness. now thats something 2 b sad about.

Lovely Story aint it?

2006-01-11T05:24:00.000-08:00

I got so tired of my old website.
Constant reminders of the scars and stains he left on the cloth of my memory.
And now all he really is, is one of them.
A clone of their species of dickhead.
Its quite amusing really.
Its quite amusing how he sells himself short and annoys me so much with his ignorance.
Lord, how did I ever see anything in him?
Every kiss brings me shame.
Hes fugly, inside and out.
Thats all there is to it.
So heres to a new beginning.
Drink up and enjoy the icons.

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